Dear Ryan,
I know that you have seen my letter to you, that you have forgiven me for what I failed to do. I'm finally at a place where I am willing to forgive the policemen, as you've already done. There are no angry people in heaven, there are no grudges there and you are there. I feel like I can forgive them now. It's possible and we'll all see you there when our time comes. Thank you cousin. Miss you. Love you.